My everything

22nd May 2009 - Reach Price Court almost 12am, immediatley go to Level 6, the nurse offer me to take wheel chair, its ok dear I still can walk. Start fasting. My hubby and mummy stay with me, both of them too tired so they can sleep easily. Myself? Hmm terkebil sorang-sorang. The nurse come around 2am to check my Blood Pressure and the result is not so good. Every hour they come and check and the result is still the same, I told the nurse I might be nervous so dont worry about my Blood Pressure because am not feel headache. 7am, Prof Dr Seri Suniza come and visit me "Hi Aida how are you? I see the BP is so high. Dont worry Doctor am fine just I can't sleep that's all. After she left, am straight away to take a shower, the nurse give me a cloth and cap that I need to wear. After finish shower and everything the nurse come give me some medicine. I thought is finish than another Doctor come (mcm diva pondan sgt) he told me when am reach operation room he will give me some injection at my back so half of my body is paralise, and its not apidural. Eventhough is not apidural aku tau jarum dia panjang mana. After finish everything, the two nurse ready to bring me with the bed to the operation room. "Wait! Can I walk to operation room" I think the nurse want to laugh. "No madam we have to bring you this way". Aku rasa mcm diri aku jenazah nak bawa ke bilik mayat.

Reach the operation room Prof Dr Seri Suniza approach me with the sincere smile make me feel better. Suddenly the Doc (diva pondan tu) "ready aida I will give you the injection" aku kena bangun and duduk (follow his or her instruction) bila dia inject aku boleh rasa jarum tu and to be honest sakit gile aku sampai pegang tangan nurse kat sebelah aku (Ya Allah give me strenght) lepas baring aku dah rasa mcm nak muntah tapi tak muntah kepala mmg berpusing. After 10 minutes my hubby came and hold my hand (Oh My God thanks for your support) and he brave enough to see how the Doc cut me with the knife and laser hmm around 9.29 the baby is arrive and I see Omar hold the baby, but I cant see the baby clearly. Omar bring the baby mengadap kiblat and azan and iqamah. After that he have to go, maybe the Doc not encourage the husband to see the next process. When finish everything, I told the nurse "can you thank you to everybody" and the nurse immediately do that. "The patient say Thank You to everybody". I really mean it from bottom of my heart Thank you Doc and Nurses for helping me to get the trough of this process.

My Angel

21st May 2009 - Is final check up with my gynae, Prof Dr Seri Suniza, my baby still breech and I have no choice have to go for Caesarean as soon as possible, eventhough is 38 weeks but the baby slightly bigger, my gynae said the baby know the best for the mum, and she is right. After check up am going back to office, after drop Omar (my hubby) I thought want to park at KLCC and walk to Etiqa, then Omar said better park at Etiqa, he don't want me to walk so much since tomorrow is a big day. Follow his advise I drove to Etiqa, reach office I immediately check my email, clear few things, make some phone calls to my clients and also have discussion with Product Manager. My colleague advise me to go home and get rest, don't worry guys I will stay home for 2 months. This year I never take leave or MC, its ok I will take extra leave after this.

On the way going back home, I call mummy to be ready, we will pick up her to have dinner at mamak stall near to the housing area, my parents call and want to visit us, I told them that we meet at mamak stall, my parents came with sis inlaw, niece and nephew. I always Love my nephew, he so adorable and chubby hehehe. My mum look very sad that night, she so worried because am going for c-sec, I know she pray harder that I can go for normal delivery, before they leave as usual salam, hug n kiss my mum (I see the tears), hmmm hard to explain the feeling that time.